Thursday, February 5, 2009

I am facing the facts.

Typing on this entry, I am in da female staff room (bilik guru perempuan) rite now. So many bad stuff I heard about myself recently...I am diz, I am dat...Im confused...what am I actually? A good girl, a decent one or da other way around? I xkno...I x judge myself...But Rihanna's Good Girl Gone Bad really hit me:

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone
Now she in the club with a freaky dress on
Cats don't want her to keep that dress on
Trying to get enough drinks in her system
Take it to the tele and make her a victim

Patron on brain, ball play you in the face
They shake the spot, she's just another case

Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
Cause once a good girl goes bad
We gone forever

He's staying with a flock of them,
Got a girl at home but he don't care
Won't care
All he'll do is keep me at home, won't let me go nowhere
He thinks because I'm at home I won't be getting it on
And now I'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
Chicks calling the house, non stop
Its getting out of control
Finally I can't take no more
He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend

"Easy for a good girl to go bad, once a good girl goes bad we gone forever"...*sigh* The thing is I can face da facts now if some people really think dat I am no good...I juz wanna be myself...Still waiting for sum1 who can accept me da way I am...I ask for nothing more than dat...

1 question to my friends...What do u guys/girls think of me (honestly)?